We're Dead Flies In The Summertime.

I did so badly in my english exam today which is really annoying as I knew everything! I just have terrible time management skills. My teacher is going to make a fool out of me in front of the class and then move me to pass. I’m so annoyed with myself.

So it was my 17th birthday yesterday and suprizingly it wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. I woke up to an empty house at 11am, went downsatirs and found a card from my parents leaning against the fish bowl in the kitchen. I then proceeded to sit on the couch and bawl my eyes out for the best part of an hour. Then I went back to bed. Fun eh? 

But then things began to turn around. My best friend picked me up and we went to see breaking dawn, which was fucking epic. Begin a complete twi-hard myself I cried practically all the way through it from the moment I heard iron and wine playing at the wedding. NO SHAME. 

After phone calls from my friends and a lot of Indian food I was content, and there were no more tears. 

Until next year I guess…

I can’t be the only one who cries every year when they realise they’re getting older can I?

If more of my friends listened to Sparks the Rescue I think I’d be able to handle life.

when people insult one of my favourite bands everything goes red and I get the urge to slap them silly and defend the music to the death. idek. I feel like I’m the incredible hulk or something. 

but in the picture you are not,

someone is in your spot,

this is the result of people moving on.

Forever Feeling…

1. 2nd best
2. overlooked
3. forgotten
4. left out
5. like the ugly friend
6. unwanted
7. hated

mhmm all the fucking time. 

My 100 favourite things in the world.

1. winter
2. over-sized hoodies
3. socks
4. capri suns
5. cranberry juice
6. Indian food
7. London
8. Sheldon Cooper
9. you me at six
10. 80s movies
11. hugs
12. crime documentaries
13. laughing so much it hurts
14. my bed
15. sparks the rescue
16. books
17. band merch
18. horror movies
19. red apples
20. strawberry laces
21. rock and roll
22. Tim Burton
23. ben&jerrys
24. acoustic songs
25. the feeling of being wanted and needed
26. harry potter
27. mayday parade
28. barrys tea
29. twitter
30. sloths
31. the atmosphere at gigs
32. smokes
33. being the one that people trust with their secrets
34. dreaming
35. being irish
36. Karl Pilkington
37. baking
38. kisses
39. singing loudly when no-one is home
40. bacon sandwiches with my dad on sunday mornings
41. speaking irish for the craic
42. converse
43. dresses
44. camping
45. Dr.Martins
46. the city
47. the stars
48. christmas
49. school holidays
50. Kurt Cobain
51. tights
52. Jack Whitehall in Fresh meat
53. napoleon dynamite
54. llamas with hats
55. moulin rouge
56. rollercoasters
57. albums that you can listen to over and over again start to finish
58. temple bar
59. scrapbooks
60. going for walks
61. my dog
62. friday nights in the village
63. eating nutella with a spoon
64. my ipod
65. 3 in 1s
66. shopping 
67. lyrics
68. seeing old couples together and still in love
69. twilight
70. foster’s home for imaginary friends
71. veronica mars
72. the sims
73. my playstation 2 and all of my harry potter games
74. fall out boy
75. old photographs
76. Welsh accents
77. earning money
78. free classes
79. books and movies that make me cry
80. acting like idiots with my friends
81. being a teenager
82. daydreaming
83. tattoos 
84. piercings
85. doodling
86. being home alone
87. skinny jeans
88. downton abbey
89. my pillows
90. derren brown
91. jonathon creek
92. posters
93. living beside the ocean
94. looking back on old times with friends
95. travelling
96. private jokes
97. vintage cars
98. my laptop
99. mysterys
100. cartoons